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These last few days have been strangely happy. I've been feeling really optimist, like i didn't in a few months. But somehow i always find myself drowning slowly in dark, bitter and sad thoughts. I always have this strange feel that people lose interest, curiosity and concern for me for no apparent reason, and i'm often convict that i'm being used to fulfill someone's loneliness...

I guess it's time for me to give up on love once and for all, there's more in life than that.